My Complication - Lyrics

Training my mind 

To know life ain’t black and white

As much as I’ve fought to believe it 

Thorn in my side 

Always trying to do it right 

Blinding my eyes with the outcome 

Life is stained glass shining in sun 

It’s the spring grass, cycling seasons 

It’s your laugh, and my complication 

Uncomfortably tense at times 

I thought I was healed 

And that I could run with you 

But there’s still a limp 

When I try

What’s normal anymore 

Should I stay or should I go 

If I have to walk 

Are you willing to take it slow?

Life is stained glass shining in sun 

It’s the spring grass, cycling seasons 

It’s your laugh, and my complication 

Uncomfortably tense at times 

Life’s a near rhyme, Never so perfect 

There’s no clean line, no modernist design

It’s all I want, to be with you 

But history has me confused

as much as I want to stay 

For the time I must step away

Life is stained glass shining in sun 

It’s the spring grass, cycling seasons 

It’s your laugh, and my complication 

Uncomfortably tense at times 

Life’s a near rhyme, Never so perfect 

There’s no clean line, no modernist design

It’s all I want, to be with you 

But history has me confused